Bad Body

I have a really stupid body I really do. I don’t know if its because of all the drugs and steroids and what not I take for my eczema but I wager it is, a lot of them work by reducing or crippling the immune system in some way. You see, part of the cause of eczema is the skins over-reaction to irritants in the atmosphere, in food, and in every-day living, so it’s obvious how to develop a drug for such a thing. Except they don’t, eczema has not enough of a high profile for money to be spent on its cure. It’s ended up in such a situation that the drugs that work the best for eczema are ones that were created for other things, such as organ transplant rejection and asthma. But of cause, these drugs don’t target eczema directly and are potent in other ways, with side effects and other nasties. I’ve taken so many different cocktails of these drugs over the years that I swear I’ve done my body irrecoverable harm. In particular, I now catch every bug and virus going around.

Dunno, what struck me earlier this week but it was weird as hell, I’ve got a strange swelling at the back of my gums, just behind the last teeth you have in your palette (I dunno if I have wisdom teeth, I think I might have one, it’s a mysterious tooth). Right now, when I chew, the folds of swollen gum get in the way. But anyway, whatever the infection, or bug is that has caused this has sent my Anti-Bodies to go nuts, all my limbs are dead, achy and useless. I’m tired, dizzy, can’t think straight and ugh.

Weird ass things like this happen to my body so freaking often these days and I am sure it’s because of the potent treatment I have undertaken in the past. Gosh.